|You're never alone. Let the silence be your friend.|
That…actually sounds nice….with a good book and a cup of tea. Thank you for giving me a plan for the night anon.
Slowly going to stop bothering you and the others. It’s not like you guys care anyway, you all do things without inviting me anyway. It’s just a weird way to find out who’s my friend and who isnt. But the sad part is that I have no one now. Those that were close to me, knew details about my life that my parents didnt even know, are gone now. Where you my real friends to begin with? Did you just become friends with me because I half forced interaction with you? God. I feel like a terrible person since I know that’s how I mainly made friends in my younger years. Maybe my mother is right. I dont need friends. I am more than capable to function and be happy by myself. I can be my own support team. Sure I’m a bit envious when I see a group of friends all share a joke with each other and laugh together. It also saddens me that I’ll never know that feeling ever again, but what can I do? Maybe this is for the best though. I’ll try to gain some backbone and learn how to stand on my own two legs for once. I hate relying on people so all this time to myself could help. This is a perfect opportunity for me to get started on focusing on myself and my needs since I always worried about you all. It seems silly now. But the main thing I want to tell you guys is that I’m sorry for the hell I put you. You wont ever see me again, that I can guarantee.
The danger of returning to childhood games.